I can't sleep. I should say I can't stay asleep. So I suppose it would be more accurate to say I can't sleep well.
It's not something new, I've had fights with this as long as I can remember. But that doesn't really make it easier to deal with. If you ever have gone long enough without good sleep, specifically REM sleep, you start to lose it. I mean really lose it. You can start to hallucinate and have psychotic breaks. Not that I think I'm having any of those problems, but I definitely feel like I have a loser grip on reality... or a more firm grip... perhaps I really AM Freddie Mercury...
Ok Internets let me try to illistrate this for you. Imagine a song you heard in passing, not a bad song, not teribly catchy, and it get's stuck in your head. Annoying... now imagine you can't get that song out of your head... but only like 2 lines of that song... and you can HEAR it...over and over and over... that's kinda what it's like when I try to sleep...
That wasn't a very good example..
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